Ive always been a shy person. well, not necessarily shy..but it takes me awhile to gain a connection with someone, to really become close with them or to show my real personality. Im so happy to have made a friendship with you, Nicole. How nice it is to sit and drink champagne out of coffee mugs and talk shit and laugh at motherhood and all the ridiculous things that come with it. Life isn't that serious or perfect or pretty -- it just is what you make it --